wow. thats post down there? yea. thats a happy one. but this one..no. its different
i dont believe in love anymore. ever. this is where I draw the line because im the one hurting.
i know what i did to you, and i apologized three thousand times and meant it, and to prove that i would jump off of the spaceneedle if thats what it took.
not anymore, no. i cant do it. i cant subject myself to hurt anymore. i wasJUST telling people how lucky i was to have such a great guy like you who loves me so so much and would never ever make me cry isnt that right taryn ? and then that. i havent cried over any guy in a long time..and iguess thats when i know that they meant something to me.
so heres to forgetting you.
and to teenage romance, and never knowing why it hurts like hell.
sad part is though i want to love him..but i dont want to at the very same time..because i dont want to give myself away to someone that wouldnt do the same...and i know hes confused..or thats what he said but im just so lost idk. i thought he was my match.
i have memories from every boyfriend..like things that make me think of them. tommy--> skates/skaters/fruitbooters ryan e--> the color being/brown george -->bikes (motorcycles) and now this other guy and we have like the same shoes..but mine are like 10 times smaller and pink. anyone want them that wears a size five? not even my style.
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